forever.
the complexity of things is rather simple.
time ruins all.
bodies begin to shut down and brains begin to wander.
hearts refuse to beat and lungs resist their breathing.
eyes grow dim as hair grows thin.
and we still smile.
we smoke to slow our breathing.
we drink to cloud our brains.
we love to make it through the night.
after driving an hour to see some friends and half of them sitting in a car getting fucked up the entire night i am bitter
naturally i want to bury this feeling with narcotics but i withhold.
it is just another thing that tells me i need to get the hell out of SC and start over with my wife.
chelsea, you are strong, you can win.
Rachel, you are my love and i will never stop thinking about you. ever or stop loving you. you have my heart and i wear my ring proudly. thank you :)
